| Drama is for a stage not ryan's life |
[13 Oct 2004|10:41pm] |
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Ok so first off has anyone ever liked someone a whole lot but had a crush on another girl that you know nothing about? Well I am in that position right now and i went to young life tonight and i was totally not expecting to see both of them there in the same room. IT was wierd as hell so i just kinda stuck with kevorooney all night....Moving on
Im tired of people being shit heads and lying to others which in turn fucks shit up for ryan a whole lot. Then crazy brothers come looking for you at the baskin robbins and they eye the fuck out of you as they drive by.
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| Sheeps go bah, Hearts go break |
[01 Sep 2004|03:49pm] |
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Today was horrible. I could not concentrate on anything at all. Everyone could tell i wasnt myself. The one person that could have made it all better said about three words to me today. Brittney tried to take me out to lunch but i didnt feel like going(my car was in the shop). So i stayed at school and ate my pb&j out of my ninja turtles('89 turtles, not the new shitty ones) lunch box. Im such a dork. Brittney tried this I Love You bullcrap on me. But every time she said it i just smiled at her. Nothing could cheer me up to today. I think i might just take up my parents offer of counseling. I felt like dying today.
P.S.-one good thing did happen today, i got my car back, but that made me pretty sad too, cuz the front has a huge booboo.
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| Big boys dont cry...yet i do |
[31 Aug 2004|10:50pm] |
Is it possible to fall in love with someone you've never even met, or am I the only fucking idiot on this planet that needs to grow up?
I think I might take a hiatus from this computer. It hurts me too much.
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| Fucking Shit |
[31 Aug 2004|06:20pm] |
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Ok, so I told you had a story for you, so here goes!
So i was called up yesterday to go to ice cream with some friends. I knew i was low on gas, but not sure about how low, because my car sucks and the gages suck. So i was driving and i get to this intersection and the car stops. So i was able to restart the car and i headed to the gas station with my last drop of gas. So im at the last intersection before the station dies again. So im barely able to start the car again, and i get into the middle of the street and it dies for the last time. But Im on a hill so im able to coast down the hill. But theres this one thing i didnt know about my car, everything is power. So I i had no brakes coasting dont his hill and i had to use all of my strength to steer that badboy. With skill i was able to pull into the gas station, but the only open spot was at the very end so i had to hope that i could coast all the way there. Guess what, I didnt, and I stopped right in the way of this other guy, so i had to push the cat. Im pushing the car and it rolls out of control and i try to step on the e-brake but it doesnt work adn the car slams right into a pole. Yea, I crumpled the front left quarter panel and now i cant drive it because the panel is pushed against the tire. Yea the fucking jerk i had stopped infront of just watched as i crashed and yell, "fuck!" Hes shaking his head at me and Im like hey help me asshole so he does and we are able to get the car into a space and im bleeding cuz i cut my hand on god knows what. So i had to call my mom and she had to go get my dad. I was mad about my car, but i was soon to be depressed because once again my dad makes me feel like the retarded bastard child that does nothing right. Hey dad, at least i didnt hit a pump and blow myself sky high. So as i was leaving with my mom, Kory, the girl that invited me to ice cream rolls up. and im on the verge of tears because my dad treats me like a failure. And that was my night.
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| Fucking Life |
[30 Aug 2004|10:36pm] |
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Ok folks i have a pretty fucking gay story to tell you, but its late so ill tell you tomorrow, promise!
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| It's ass numbingly dull... |
[19 Aug 2004|01:26am] |
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Yup, today was...Wednesday. Need I say more? I made it through another hump day. I woke up and had to escort my brother AGAIN. I tried reading some but i ended up falling asleep again. So the i took a shower and watched some of one of the best movies ever, "Pootie Tang." Wah da ta. After lunch i had to drive my sister to her piano lessons. my gas points were like totally inexcusable. I got home and sat around for a few hours, played some video games and ate taco bell. I hate taco bell. I had to go to my weekly boyscout meeting, but i left early and went and got gas and some coffee. that's right i went back to the diner, but becky wasnt working and so i only had one cup of coffee. In all the nights ive gone to that diner, not once have i had only one cup. Came home sat around some more. Evan came home and we decided to go back to taco bell so he could get more. While we were waiting in the drive through we had a smoke. Oh, man i havent had one i sooo long. It did feel good, but i felt really dirty after wards. I talked on the phone with shannon for a while, and shared some serious shit with Julia. Now I'm tell my lame life to a computer monitor.
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| Big Deal |
[17 Aug 2004|12:13am] |
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So, once again, today was very uneventful. I woke up and I read for about an hour. Then I washed my brothers car for him. I had to work off a debt, and it wasn't that dirty in the first place, so it only took my like a half an hour. I think the most fun I had all night was when I went to the video store with my brother and on the way there and back we kept giving everyone the thumbs up! It was awesome. Ok, maybe it wasn't but I had fun. Shannon got online for the first time in like dayzzz. My hand is shaking so bad as i write this. I think it's because I didn't get my caffeine fix tonight. That's right, I didn't go to the diner tonight! Well I think ima go!
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| Can You Say Bi-Polar? |
[13 Aug 2004|12:38am] |
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So today i woke up in a pretty good mood, but then i realized that i had an orthodontist appointment to get my braces tightened. So i was in a pretty bad mood when i realized that, but when i went in today the chick that tightened my braces was soooo hot. That made me happy, but when i got home my teeth felt like shit and i couldnt eat my lunch. Fuckin teeth. So then my mom was going through these clothes i was getting rid of, ad she got all pissed off because she liked some of the clothes i was tossing. That pissed me off even more heated. So my brother took me to chico with him and we were both mad so no words were said. So i came home in a bad mood and took a nap and when i woke up things had changed, I wasnt mad i was super pissed! So i was a huge dick to Megan, and i feel like shit for it. So i called brooke and went to her house but she lives like in BFE. So i hung out with her and her neighbors whoa re 12 and 4 or somethng like that. So i came home in a good mood. WHEW. SEALAB!!!
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